Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need to atay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief, I didn’t know
Somehow I need u to go
Don’t stay
Forget ur memories
Forget our possiblities
What u were changing me into
Just give me myshelf back and
Don’t stay
Forget ur memories
Forget our possiblities
Take all ur faithlessness with u
Just give me my shelf back and
Don’t stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted u too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myshelf
Sometimes I’m in disbelief, I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don’t stay
Forget ur memories
Forget our possiblities
What u were changing me into
Just give me myshelf back and
Don’t stay
Forget ur memories
Forget our possiblities
Take all ur faithlessness with u
Just give me my shelf back and
Don’t stay
I donn’t need u anymore
I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t nedd want more day
Of u wasting me away
I donn’t need u anymore
I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t nedd want more day
Of u wasting me away
With no appologies
Don’t stay
Forget ur memories
Forget our possiblities
What u were changing me into
Just give me myshelf back and
Don’t stay
Forget ur memories
Forget our possiblities
Take all ur faithlessness with u
Just give me my shelf back and
Don’t stay
Don’t stay
Don’t stay
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I’d get lost in the nothingess inside of me
(I was confused)
and I let it all out to find
that I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all the vacancy the words revealed
is the only real thing that I’ve got left to the feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna heal
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
[erase all the pain til it’s gone]
I wanns heal, I wanna feel
Like I’m close to something real
I wanna fing something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
looking everywhere only to find
that it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(so what am i)
what do I have but negativity
cuz I can’t justofy the way everyone is looking at me
(nothin to lose)
nothing to gain, hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna heal
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
[erase all the pain til it’s gone]
I wanns heal, I wanna feel
Like I’m close to something real
I wanna fing something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I’ll never know myshelf until I do this my own
And I’ll never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I’ll never be anything’til I break away from me
I’ll break away
I’ll find myshelf to day
I wanna heal, I wanna heal
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
[erase all the pain til it’s gone]
I wanns heal, I wanna feel
Like I’m close to something real
I wanna fing something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna fell like I’m
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna fell like I’m
Somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
when I pretend
everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what u had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second agter just’ cause I know I can
But I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay
I’m trust trying to bend the truth
I can’t pretend I’m who u want me to be
So I;m lying me way from u
(no/no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
(no/no turning back now)
let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
anywhere on my own’
cause I can see
(no/no turning back now)
the very worst part of u
is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I oughtta be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was footing in
And now u think this person realy is me and
I’m trying to bend the truth
But the more I push the more I’m pulling away
‘cause I’m lying my way from u
(no/no turning back now)
I wanna be pushedaside
so let me go
let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
anywhere on my own’
cause I can see
(no/no turning back now)
the very worst part of u
the very worst part of u
is me
this isn’t what I want it to be
would have u running from me
like this
this isn’t what I want it to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have u running from me
Like this
this isn’t what I want it to be
would have u running from me
like this
this isn’t what I want it to be
would have u running from me
like this
(no/no turning back now)
(no/no turning back now)
I wanna be pushedaside
so let me go
(no turning back now)
anywhere on my own’
cause I can see
(no/no turning back now)
the very worst part of u
the very worst part of u
is me
there are just too many
imes that people
have tried to look inside of me
wondering what I think of u
and I protect u out of courtesy
too many times that I’ve
held on when I needed to push away
afraid to say what was on my mind
afraid to say what I need to say
too many
things that u said about me
when I’m not around
u think havin the uper hand
means u got to keep puttin me down
but I’ve had to many stand-offs with u
it’s about as much as I can stand
just wait until the upper hand
is mine
one minute u’re up top
[ the next u’re not]
[watch it drop
making ur heart stop
(just before u hit the floor)
one minute u’re up top
[ the next u’re not]
[missed ur shot]
making ur heart stop
(u think u won)
and then it’s gone
so mant people like me
put so much trust in all ur lies
so concerned with that u think
to just say what we feel inside
so many people like me
walk on eggshells all day long
all I know is that all I want
is to feel like I’m not stepped on
there are so mant things u say
that make me feel like u’ve crossed the line
what goes up will surely fall
and I’m counting down the time
cause I’ve had so mant stand-offs with u
it’s about as much as until the uper hand
is mine
one minute u’re up top
[the next u’re not]
[watch it drop
making ur heart stop
(just before u hit the floor)
one minute u’re up top
[ the next u’re not]
[missed ur shot]
making ur heart stop
(u think u won)
and then it’s gone
and then it’s gone
and then it’s gone
and then it’s gone
now it’s all gone
I know I’ll never trust a single thing u say
U knew ur lies would divide us
But u lied anyway
And all the lies have got u floating
Up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall
one minute u’re up top
[the next u’re not]
[watch it drop
making ur heart stop
(just before u hit the floor)
one minute u’re up top
[ the next u’re not]
[missed ur shot]
making ur heart stop
(u think u won)
and then it’s gone
and then it’s gone
and then it’s gone
and then it’s gone
and then it’s gone
now it’s all gone
it’s easier to run
replacing this paint with something numb
it’s so much easier to run
than face all this paint here have all alone
something has been taken
from deep inside of me
a secret I’ve kept locked away
no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show,
they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they’ve played
if I could change I would
take back the paint I would
retrace ever wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to grave
I would
if I could change I would
take back the paint I would
retrace ever wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to grave
I would
it’s easier to run
replacing this paint with something numb
it’s so much easier to run
than face all this paint here have all alone
sometimes I remember
the darkness of my past bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be past
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to grave
I would
if I could change I would
take back the paint I would
retrace ever wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to grave
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
it’s easier to run
replacing this paint with something numb
it’s so much easier to run
than face all this paint here have all alone
it’s easier to run
if I could change I would
take back the paint I would
retrace ever wrong move that I made
it’s easier to run
if I could change I would
take back the paint I would
retrace ever wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to grave
I’m a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of compaints but I can’t help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I ‘m what I want u to want, what I want u to feel
But it’s like no matter what I do, I can’t convince u
To just to believe this is real
So let I go watching u turn back ur back like u always dp
Face away and pretend that I’m not
But I’ll there’cause u’re all that I’ve got
I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
Time won’t heal this damage anymore
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
I’m a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
‘cause u don’t understand, I do what I can’
but sometimes I don’t make sense
I’m what u never want to say, but I’ve never had a doubt
It’s like mo matter what I do, I can’t convince u
For one just to here me out
So let I go watching u turn back like u always do
Face away and pretend that I’m not
But I’ll there’cause u’re all that I’ve got
I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
Time won’t heal this damage anymore
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
Here me out now
U’re going to listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
Here me out now
U’re going to listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn ur back on me
I won’t be ignored
Nothin’ever stops all these thoughts n’ the pain attached to them
Soemtimes I wonder why this is happenin’
It’s like nothing’ I can do would diatract me when
I think of how I shot myshelf in the back again
‘cuz from the infinite words I can say I
pull pain u gave to me on display
but didn’t realize instead of settin’ it free i
took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes way[x2]
And now
U’ve become a part of me
U’ll always be right here
U’ve become a part of me
U’ll always be my fair
I can’t separate
Myshelf from what I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myshelf become u
Hearin’ur names the memories come back again
I rememv\ber when it started happenin’
I see u n’ ever thoguht I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
and I knew as thay escaped away
I was commitin’myshelf to em n’ everyday
I regret sayon’ those things’cuz now I see that i
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away[x2]
And now
U’ve become a part of me
U’ll always be right here
U’ve become a part of me
U’ll always be my fair
I can’t separate
Myshelf from what I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myshelf become u
Get away from me!
Give me my space back u goota just go!
everything comes down the memories of u!
I kept it in without lettin’ u know!
I let u go so let away from me!
Give me my space back u goota just go!
everything comes down the memories of u!
I kept it in without lettin’ u know
I let u go
And now
U’ve become a part of me
U’ll always be right here
U’ve become a part of me
U’ll always be my fair
I can’t separate
Myshelf from what I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myshelf become u
I’ve let myshelf become u
I’ve let myshelf become lost inside these thoughts of u
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myshelf become u
Memories consume
Like opening the wounds
I’m picking me apart again
U all assume
I’m safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don’r want to be the one
The battlesalways choose
Cause inside I realized that I’m the one confused
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight
Clutching mu cure
I tightlylock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I haven’t options left again
I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say whai I don’t mean
I don’t know I got this way
I’ll never be alright
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight
I’ll paint it on the walls
Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this how it ends
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show u what mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight
I don’t know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone fells so far away from me heavy thoughts sift trough dust
And the lies
Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myshelf
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in u
Just takes so much out of me
I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myshelf with u
Tendion is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoguhts forcing their way
Out of me
Evertime I try to make myshelf
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the time and time between
And how
Trying to put ,y trust in u
Just take so much out of me
I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myshelf with u
I won’t waste myshelf on u
U,u
Watse myshelf on u
u.u
I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myshelf with u
Everthing from the inside
And throw it all away
‘cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myshelf with u
U,u
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
When that day I hear your voice
I have some special feeling
Let me always think I don't wanna forget you
I remember at the day
You are always on my mind
Eventhough I just can think about you
If the day in the future
This love will becoming true
I've never change my mind that I will love you forever
I don't care how fool it is
I will let my dream come true
I will tell you something I wanna let you know, I let you know
I love you, loving you, as the mouse love the rice
Even every day has storm, I will always by your side
I miss you, missing you
I don't care how hard it is
I just want you be happy
Everything, I do it for you
Coming at u
Coming at u
Yo peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could u ignored it
We drop right back in th cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that u got backin’ this up like
[rewind that]
we’re just rolling with the rhythm
rise from ashes of sty listic division
with these non-stop lyrics of live living
not to be forgotten
but still unforgiven
but in the mean time
there are those who wanna talk this and that
so I suppose
it gets to a point
feelings gotta get hurt
anf get with the peopke spreading the dirt
[it goes]
tried to give u wanring
but eveyrone ignores me
told u everything loud and clear
but nobody’s listening
called to u so clearly
but u don’t want to hear me
told u loud and clear
but nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of paint
Head of tress
Handfull of anger
Held in my chest
And everthingleft is a waste of time
I hate my rythmes
[but hate everyone else’s more]
I’m riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that is better
I can’t keep meshelf together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I coule set mt dights on
U never forget the bloods sweat and tears
The uphill streggle over years
The fear and trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like u
tried to give u wanring
but eveyrone ignores me
told u everything loud and clear
but nobody’s listening
called to u so clearly
but u don’t want to hear me
told u everthing loud and clear
but nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of paint
Head of tress
Handfull of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Eveything to fear
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handfull of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Eveything to fear
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handfull of anger
Held in my chest Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Eveything to fear
Heart full of pain
Heart full of pain
Heart full of pain
tried to give u wanring
but eveyrone ignores me
told u everything loud and clear
but nobody’s listening
called to u so clearly
but u don’t want to hear me
told u everthing loud and clear
but nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of paint
Head of tress
Handfull of anger
nobody’s listening
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Eveything to fear
nobody’s listening
Coming at u
Coming at u
Coming at u
Coming at u from every side
I’m tired of beging what u want me to be
Feeling so failthless
Lost under the surface
I don’t know what u’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in ur shoes
[caught in the undertown
just caught in the undertown]
every step that I take is another miatake to u
[caught in the undertown
just caught in the undertown]
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel u there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I wamt to do
Is be more like me
And be best like u
Can’t u see that u’re smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
‘cause everything that u thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of u
[caught in the undertown
just caught in the undertown]
every step that I take is another miatake to u
[caught in the undertown
just caught in the undertown]
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel u there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I wamt to do
Is be more like me
And be best like u
But I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
U were just like me
With someone dis appointed in u
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel u there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be best like u
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel u there
Is there everthing u want me to be
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel u there
Is everthing what u want me to be